February 2012
January 2012
dear boyfriend
hi. i don’t know if you are still asleep or actually got up and left like you were supposed to. so this is a goodmorning/i hope your morning was good message.
i am sitting in kville, next to all the tents, and it is a BEAUTIFUL day, and i’m drinking coffee and i made myself a cushy pile of blankets to sit on and once i finish this i am going to get some homework done but this is more important. i asked at the gym if they found my key and they didn’t so i am slightly heartbroken but still holding out hope it will be found.
but honestly as i sit here i have never been happier. like i seriously feel like crying, i am so happy at this exact moment. god. i am so lucky. i don’t think you understand how stressful and terrible every day would be if i didn’t have you. but i have you. and this has been the best time of my life. and it keeps getting better. and i can’t stop talking about you and thinking about you and needing you ugh.
if all goes as planned, we will be together in 36 days. i wish that number would just get to the 20s already aka to 0 already but idk, it will go fast. actually, no, it will go slow as fuck, but it’s okay because we are pretty good at filling the in between.
okay i obviously need you here to tell me to stop tumbling and do my homework. okay.okay.okay. i will now.
but yeah.
i love you and stuff and xoxo.
Listen
The Dear Hunter- Red Hands
I was pulling out my heart so I could pin it to my sleeve
On display for you to see, I’m on display
It’s kind of the terrifying to find the love of your life but at the same time it is the greatest thing to live for so why the fuck not. Let yourself fall. It is so. fucking. worth it.
it’s a simple question, i’m only asking cause i, don’t wanna die alone.
that time your roommate scraped her whole face off drunk and you had to play doctor and bandage it and are now going to the ER. oh wait, that was my roommate.
happy sunday :)
